Normal Person

His works requires discipline, routine, negotiating skills and planning.  Many of his friends say that he’s become more of a loner, what they don’t know is that he is always been a loner.  Going to parties wedding and pretending to enjoy playing golf on Sundays was merely part of his professional strategy.  He’s is always loathed the social whirl, with all those people concealing behind their smiles the real sadness in their souls.  

 He understands that the super class are as dependent on their success as an addict is on his drugs, and nowhere near as happy as those who wants nothing more than a house a garden, a child playing, a plate of food on the table and a fire in winter.  Are the latter aware of their limitations and do they know, that life is short and wonder what point there is in going on.

The super class tries to promote its values. Ordinary people complain of divine injustice, they enjoy power, and it pains them to see others having fun.  They don’t understand that no one is having fun, that everyone is worried and insecure and that what the jewels, cars and fat wallets conceal is a huge inferiority complex.

What’s the point of buying a ridiculously expensive shirt when no one is going to see the label anyway?  What’s the point of frequenting fashionable restaurants if nothing of interest is said there?

They are so cultivated, so very rich and so utterly charming. And at the end of each day, they all ask themselves, is it time I stopped? And they all reply, if I did there would be no meaning to my life, as if they actually knew what the meaning of life was.

It is one thing to plan the sacrifice of certain people, quite another to have the capacity and the courage to carry it out.  Temptation said that we all dreams of committing crimes, but only the unbalanced make that macabre idea a reality.

He is always been able to make difficult decisions and to see things through.  He endured in silence the threat made by various individuals and groups and reacted discreetly when he felt strong enough to rid himself of the people threatening him.  He had learned to exercise enormous self control so as not to be left traumatized by bad experience.  He never takes his fear home with him.